Friday, July 3, 2009

A Lesson Learned. After a LOOOOONG time.

Do you ever get those times where you finally realize how immature you are? ...well, that is me right now...and I've been immature for a looooong time. :) What a fool I can be...and so stubborn too. Praise the Lord I finally can see the light in letting myself trust. It's been a LONG time coming. It's going to be hard for me to not try to control my life, but if the Bible says that I have a reason to hope, then I'm going to start believing it now where before I thought it was too risky. I used to think that I could figure life out all by myself, and my mind took over. Once I was using only my mind to figure out how life should go, I was miserable and fearful. I really had to struggle to create some semblance of peace for myself most days. I realize now that it's not the mind that finds God, but the heart. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for praying over my life friends. God has blessed me with you. I plan and hope to be obedient to trust in Him from now on... Continued prayer for me in this area would be GREATLY appreciated, I'm a lot more stubborn at heart than I thought I was, nor did I realize how very deeply entrenched I was in this mindset. So thanks, and I hope all is well with you all. :) You are in my thoughts and prayers. God is so merciful and gracious.

Love, Britt

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